I was beaten like a pulp

Thanks for the challenge, i accept my defeat.
I say this with heartfelt sincerity.
Honest.
It was a glorious triumph and there is no qualms over it.
Finally someone worthy rose to the occasion, took me down, with such sheer overpowering force.
It was swift and neat, a commendable kill.
Congratulations.

However, despite being blown apart into shards, i was actually overjoyed.
Finally, finally!
I was overthrown.
The initial bitterness of defeat was inevitable, but it did not last.
Instead, i was soon overwhelmed with excitement, with thrill!
Thank you for rekindling my passion to strive.
The playing field burst into life once again.
The long boring spell on the lonely peak is finally over.
Hooray!
Thank you once again, for showing me that there is actually someone worthy.
Now, there is something worth fighting for.
I have been waiting for this since the day u promised me a fight.
Now the game begins.

Bask in the rays of victory while it last, you deserve it.
You have made the game more interesting, there is no longer a certain win.
Ambiguity, suspense they add flavour to the game.
It will be an intense battle for the final lap owing to your sudden surge.
Your competition invokes my stride towards excellence.
Lets mug to the bitter end and may the best mugger win.

With honour and pride, only the best emerges at the helm.
No matter the outcome, i wish you well.
It would be great if the both of us made it up to ranks.
It would be a double joy if our rivalry bore success.
All in all, clearly my point in writing was not to issue a war edict.
Rather, i wanted express my gratitude for this challenge.

Prelims review.
Overall, Scott scored(tongue twister) rather similar result as that of the mid yrs.
Differences being that Math results fell by a few marks while chem rose a little.
However, these subtle changes still pose a cause for concern for i am still not there yet.
The most notable anomaly would be for physics.
Paper 2 was a complete disaster.
I am still waiting for paper 3 but the damaged had been done.
Although the massacre was done across the entire cohort, i choose not to take the path of disillusionment.
No matter how tough the paper was(or appeared to be), i should not fail.
It was a total embarrassment that was unforgivable.
I came really hard on me on wednesday as i was in a state dismay with such atrocious marks.
Fortunately ash was somehow around and he kept cheering me up each time he passed me, thanks it really made me feel better.
But to think about it, i shouldnt be getting encouragement for a plight i deserve.
Why didnt some random cocky idoit came over to rub salt on my wound?
That would spur me on, lol!
The H1 were "erm...like that lor..." grades with econs grades not complete yet.

Before anyone ask me to learn from my mistakes... blah blah blah... and work hard.
Save your breath.
I attribute my failure to complacency which is something that cannot be corrected, to me it is something that has to be addressed.
I need a bite, i need some challenge for there to be purpose in carrying on.
Now i have got it, just what i wanted.
Yay!
For a moment i thought it would not come, fortunately it did.
Lastly, i am also very grateful towards miss Cheng for believing in me and showering me with her words of encouragement.
For that, i promise i will not let you down.
Chemistry is mine!

la, la, la...
9 weeks is all that there is left.
Eye popping!
Feel the heat now?
Scott signs off.