The blinded race

Wow time flies.
Cant believe it has been so long since i last blogged.
Today is alrd 8may, wow.
Days past really fast.
Dont really know what had happened too.
Just go to school everyday and tata its weekend tmr.
But for this week, sat is a school holiday.
Hais.
Cant go back sch for sum mug and sum soccer.
Anyway, mid yrs is in 1 week...
Arrrrrrrh!
Am i afraid/stressed?
Somewhat.
The pressure was intense when i was in school, but not much now.

Well, lets talk about today.
I just came home from dinner, it was some odac gathering.
The 20th and 21th.
But not all were there of course.
Left school early today to for the dinner.
Bad me.
Was at hg mall, cafe cartel.
Hmm, long time since i ate there.
From 7.30pm we dine till like 10+, omg.
We left the place to find all the other shops alrd closed.
What a dinner, it has been a long time since i had such gatherings.
Yeah, and we sun bian celebrated gwen's bdae.
Double cake smashing.

Earlier in the day was a very pissed one.
End class quite early, tried to do something but never achieved much.
Integration just killed me, made me so fed up.
Nonetheless, it wont stop me.
Anyway to distress, we went for sum corridor soccer just b4 my dinner.
lol.
Nostalgic.
Used to do the exact same thing last yr.
Play soccer behind the LTs.
It was FUN can!
But it got us drowned in sweat.
Wet!

People are going into Uni.
One by one.
People are getting admission letters.
Me?
HAHAHA!
Joke.
Hai, looks like the equilibrium is going to be disturbed again.
Changes are inevitable.
It was like just a month ago since the last mass shuffling.
And just went i am beginning to settle myself down, my surroundings are changing again.
Entropy,lol, sum gibbs free.
Much as i would prefer the system to stay the way it is now, i know this is just life.
After so many reality checks i am already used to it.
Come on just change, re-adjust.
I will just adapt myself once again.
Do u have a choice when u are a joke?

Hai...
Life goes on, so do i.
Learn and grow with each passing day.
Changing/ re-defining myself to be somewhat better, to be what i want to be.
Haha.
What can i say?
Scott signs on.